Y Sunday, September 30, 2007
k hahas its 2 pathetic days to my boring birthday pls..i m so nt in the mood for my birthday ts like
i m nt even excited at all la....well n onli i persons wish is gonna make my day in tue seriously if that person(definetly nt the person i love hor!!!)
neva wish me i m so gonna be
sad,sad,sad,sad..
k i have been emoing like hell past few days and yup i finally found the courage to tell my sis watever i felt ... and i did i told her everythin i felt relieved but i jus hope she doesnt do anything or ask amyone anything ..
ok n my fake smiles n laughters are back .i suddenlu jus thought of my past and everything i somehow jus cant accept how things are now ... i will jus breakdown.and cry ..
i really regret doing things at times well but i knw god has his purpose for all the things that happen .
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seriously i really tried replacing u with so many people but somehow not even one of them is able to replace u seriously .. i admit i cant go on withouth u ...i m so nt myself ...
u hav like replaced me with like so many others but none of my friends can replce u ..
k i m seriously down ..
super duper down so people if u guys see me quiet or wat jus dun ever tok n disturb me cause i get angry n moody fast .nowdays .
this post goes out to alot of people so ya ..
and wendy lew was the first to give me my present although i havent opened it cause still have 2 more days to my b'dae ya ..i read the card and so wendy lew wats..."pray that erm..ermm..will ...erm you..suppose to mean !!!! lol