LIME GREEN! 

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

its like the last day of 2008 la
gosh it seemed like as if the yr jus started...

well there were many happiness and unhappiness for almost everyone..this yr .

well since its gonna be new yr
lets all start afresh!!!
putting all the hatred, unhappiness and anger aside:D

i'm gonna start afresh!!!!with everything

i'll try to be a better person,
a better friend,
a better sister,
a better daughter,
a better ____ especially to 6 n 8 !
a better Christian

lol i'm singing a ''better'' songs while fer sings her ''why ah'' songs
hahaha

wanted to call my friends over to my house for countdown
but they r too busy with _________
cant say it out so yah ..:(

family gathering tommr
at aunt's house
weeee granny n small aunt is coming back to singapore today so yea
.

Oh God,
it happened once
pls let it happen again..

7:12 PM

I'm trying be strong
But the strength I have is washing away

(chirstmas eve sleep over at my house)
oh my i look like a cancer patient lol


my exam is like a few hours away
but i haven studied for it..

i knw i'm going to fail
...

so yah.
well class starts this friday
damn it i thought its like gonna start next week or wad la..

n i am not prepared okay...

new year's coming..

i hope its gonna be a good yr
cause this yr sucks big time..


n romeo (doggy) doesnt seem to be so playfull anymore..
he'e becoming old i guess?
normaly he would bring his toys
or pick up rubbish but now he's jus lying around the house
even if u wan play with him also he dont wan to play haiz!!!
i look like a fool now trying to make him play n run around lmao!!

gosh.. i have like 4 pairs of shoes to wash right now..
cause they stink n i haven been using them for a long time.,.
and my jackets too...:(

i feel like changing my blog url..
should i ??

so many tears tht i've cried
so many nights asking why
and letting go is so hard....

3:02 PM

WHAHAHA
CONGRATS TO BRYAN FOR GETTING TO THE COURSE SPACE DESIGN (ARCHITECTURE)

get well soon elysee

hahaah was at np this morning ..
n i received an sms frm elysee
she said she ..fell n slide ..while having her training..
and she was in poly clinic so went with bryan to see her whahaha
and she didnt wan but too bad we reached already..

so accompanied her for awhile thn off to bryan's house
wanted to watch some serial online ..

AND NOW GOING OFF TO find my mum le bb everyone

5:52 PM

this is jus a temporary blog song(super old song)...
i''ll change when i find a nice one..

i realised
were getting futher apart.
:(

7 months....

10:29 PM

(My Faith In You Is Fading...)

i touched a bat i touched a bat !!

okay I'm back from melaka wow ..
i actually didnt wanna go because i felt tht it would br boring
but to my surprise it was seriously fun ok,,
hahah although we didnt go out much sitting down n talking n sharing jokes n making each other pai seh was really a good bonding ..for me n my relatives :D:D:D
first day we didnt go out la sat at home n chatted n stuffs.

second day we went shopping
and at night went for a night walk with my 3 cousins n sis ..la
lmao n it was like wad 11.50 plus plus and my cousin said this
In malaysia ..
have lots n lots of theft n snatch cases ...like hundreds of cases
and they will come in motorcycles and they wil jus stick out a parang at u and ask to give all ur valuables and u have to or they wil cut ur hands or wad and ...no way u can escape unless u really have no valuable lah thn they will let u go ..

and so while walking we saw this motorcyclist who was infront of us la ..and he stopped ,we were walking towards tht direction n he was lookin n looking at us n because we went to get drinks earlier,we had bottles my cousin prepared themselves by grabbing the bottles to protect us...i was so scared tht i was sticking to adrian(the guy in the pic below) atleast we must thnk god he was ther with us ..and the next day we were suppose to take a night walk but couldnt cause there was no guy to follow la n its seriously damn freaking dangerous for any one to walk there .

me n my cousin

my sis ,cousin,cousin bro n me

me n cousin sis(dafani)

me n adrian

me n cousin(helena)

some stupid pose whahahha

k n tht night as promised my grandfather promised to catch a bats for us.
unfortunately we managed to catch onli one :( cause we were tired already la n the bat is kinda cute okay,,i touched it lahhh eeeeeeeekkkkss hahah

3rd day
we obviously packed things n cme back to singapore
man wanted to stay longer la but
needa come back
gosh i enjoyed myself .
i enjoyed chatting with bth the cousin sisters
they were super funny :D

and weee chinese new yr will be going back there...

k well back to singapore lifestyle haha

oh my i really love the penguins n cows n blah blah
u guys bought for me
its damn damn cute la
thanks man!!!!

mum's complaning i have too many soft toys already !!

9:28 PM

hahah bZ says i n her have telepathy because we sms-ed n msn-ed each other the exact same stuffs!!!

lmao well
k
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!!
and belated happy birthday to
TRICIA WONG!!! <3<3>

I'LL BE offf tommr to an unknown place haah
will be back on sat ..............................................................................................

My christmas mood is gone
totally gone :(

and oh yea thanks everyone for ur presents..
bert valerie wendy vincent mario nic elysee trina debbie n the rest too............

i think i have food poisoning i've been going
on diarrhea since yesterday :( :(

ryan yj rebecca kw and joanne is at my house now
they r tonning over tonight lah,.which means no sleep :(
i'm sleepy but i haven packed my stuffs n i opened all my present throwing all the wrappers on my sofas so i needa clean them :(

i'm really sad okay
sometimes i really wish
when i wake up , i jus cant remember anything
or wish everything was jus a dream !!

.

12:32 AM

STUPID FERESSA
MADE ME CALL

NICOLE'S HOUSE TO LOOK FOR DEX

jus because she scared to call
and also because
HE RAN AWAY WITH HER BABY!!
TSK TSK

BULLSHIAAATTTT MAN!!

my first n last tym doing her tht favour lol!!

off to find d8...

1:56 PM

so super cute can the head lmao !!

went to dunno where la ..
somewhere near macpheson road

to the converse warehouse sale...
so god damn cheap okay
bought myself t shirts and shorts..
whoots
spent about 200 dollars buying so many many many stuffs lah..

hahah its really cheap ...

k tommr i must go find somestuffs ..
la ...
i'm asking some panda to go with me
but it says it doesnt wanna buy my present with me there lmao :(

its because,
it was those things
tht u did ..which keeps
playng in my head
and tht the reason to why...
i aint bothered bout it.
because i dun wan
things to happen again

10:32 PM

me n bryan the salior moon lol

mario n me

today went to church
after church went to kim san leng for lunch
with alex dex tricia fer bryan wx they all
than headed to trina's house to watch movie
me bryan dex alex joel wx alan ly ...
i like one part of the movie well we watch bangkok dangerous
and the fellow will say
if ur one minute late ''u dont get paid.''.
if u dun do ur job ''u dun get paid''
if u dunno wat la had so many ''u dun get paid ''n we all predicted it hahah

i watched half way already i went to meet nic n elysee
to go hunt for presents n also buy our own stuffs
well nic bought me a super cute dumbo thing pls
really very cute thanks nic:D:D:D
haha and yea came home..
still feeling so tired la..

tommr have classes ..
okay i'm off to wrap presents ..
no time already ,man!!!
okay people bye byee......

9:40 PM

today went to return ALL the costumes for them ...so heavy la :(
thank gos had elysee n erlyn ..even with them also the things all heavy hahah if nt i sure die la.. yea than headed to sports played in tht blazing sun tsk tsk
lost but its okay :D and bus-ed home AND GOSH MARIO WAS LIKE BEING AN ASS OKAY WITH THT INTERVIEW THINGY...lol
and ooh i heard smth ..which is really surprising la ..
think only 2 souls will knw what i'm referring to lol
went to 925 awhile and than went for a hair cut weeee lol think my hair is much neater now la ..hopefully ..LAMO

okay Heroes turned out to be quite fun actually whahhaha
went to church like so early to help with booth and stuffs pheew was so tired by the end of the day la ..but haah taking photo was fun ok
with so many people asking ''eh can take pic with you'' when they cant even recognize me LMAO..think cz dex and most of us kana .
okay so took way alot of picture la...i'll only upload a few for now..i will slowly slowly upload the rest ba hahhaha

me n vincent

me n vincent's mum

pastor n me

me n pastor

me n bert ( doesnt even look like her pls)

me n some girl ...dun really remember her name la haha took with her cause she wanted me to!! :D

debbie n me

tricia n me

fer n me

bro wx n me

wx me n ly

i love this the most!!region c's work !

kristy me n grace hahah so cute sia they bth

OKAY I ..KINDA MISS TRICIA N FERESSA ..
ITS BEEN WEEKS SINCE I HAD FELLOWSHIP WITH THEM ...
AND I HAVENT BEEN SMS-ING THEM
OR CHATTING ON THE PHONE WITH THEM :(

i'm so tired okay i'm gonna catch up with my sleep now
nitex people haha so early sia!!byeeeeeeeee

If ur nt happy with it
tell me,
i'll respect ur decision
and delete it ..:D

and sry for asking
it was because
i jus wanted smth memorable!

10:13 PM

went to collect the costumes for like yb3 excet sheng sheng
its like so heavy okay!!!

hahah i told cz he owe's me a treat n he agreed..

hhaahah cool...k i had a hard time carrying those stuffs back

hands s pain ..thank god from bug
is there was elysee to help me.

k presents have been bought for almost all ..
except for a few which i wanted to buy today but
due to last minute of helping a friend i have to wait awhile
LMAO....okay tommr
i'll be helping out in the booth
from like 10am okay

gosh thts a long long time
looks like i needa bring all my stufffs there :(
..
hope everythings goes on fine tommr !!
may the best region win ..:D:D:D

cant wait to see wad everyone wearing la hahah ..

and i realy hopes wad he says will happenn..
and tht will be the joke of the year ok,..
i knw i'm mean ..
but wad u did was mean-er hahahah if there's such a word..

i wil be bringing camera to take pic pic n more pic hahaha
:D
k i better go get some sleep now
or i'll be later tommr :D
k bye peepz

11:05 PM

WHEN U REALISED U REALLY WANT IT BACK!

Wad should i say.....

this whole week has nt been a good one for me

i jus feel so sad now!!

well went to no 1 costume costume today ....
have to stick with my 1st costume
cant change cause i cant find any ..
i decided nt to turn up..
but i knw i cant!
i was so so so stress n i broke down.

but i realised tht wasnt the onli reason!!

i duno why out of all the days ..
today was the day ..
i had to break down ..
maybe i felt tht
tht we're getting too far?
and the thought i had tht things would turn out better,,,
but those facial expressions were
really sour!

haven't u realise i'm the one who
starts talking first?
am i suppose to be initiating all the conversations
first??
even then ur replies sound so ...
buaysong.. yet u say ur talking normally..
but the diffrence is like so obvious!
i really hope we will clear things real soon !!
i dunno what more am i suppose to do ..

haizz i really dunno ...
m i suppose to listen to wad my friends are advising me?
or m i to follow my heart??

god pls show me the way!

i dont wanna wear tht on friday !!!sai i am left with no choice

yesterday's shopping was really fruitful..
jus needa get a few more presents n i m done with my christmas
shopping!!

thnx nic n ___
for talking to me i really
appreaciate it alot thnx
n yes i feel better nw whhahaha

11:28 PM

OKay a proper post.

damn i've been feeling so angry since friday ..

all because of an event!

i really feel like jus wearing causual wear..
and attending church!!

k my mood for chirstmas is totally gone okay.
i want my chirstmas mood...back..
well..i've already started writing down my new yrs resolution LOL.....
i will probably type it on new yr la

k m going to go for shopping now..
to shop for clothes and presents.

presents are gonna be cheap
except for 1 or 2
but humans its the thought tht counts right?
so i hope u guys will appreciate it :D
cause i'm really really broke..

went to hunt for costumes on sat
was fun lah..after tht was off for sports..
frisbee was :( on tht day and okay
his face seriously makes me pissed......

i hope you'll accept it
when i give it to u :D

i've fallen way to deep

6:10 PM

F***ING pissed !!
WITH 2 PEOPLE OKAY
SERIOUSLY

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!

DONT THINK UR SO BIG LA OKAY,

KNN!! DIDNT EXPECT ME TO GET ANGRY WITH U..
BUT WELL I M NW

JUS SO F***ED UP!!

I JUS HOPE U DUN TURN UP....

UR JUS SPOILING MY MOOD ..

N UR WAN KAYPO N READ .
LEARN HW TO SHUD UP!

11:19 PM

u guys are so irrtating ..

why cant your plan things earlier..
nt onli now ..every single thing
is always done last minute come on la..
inform us earlier la damn #@$!$

so pissed when i have my plans ..
your make me stop tht jus to go for ___
now ask me do this do tht
fuck la!!!

i call people also phone cant get through
call house dunno wtf the people saying
ask can i speak to ____ no reply jus put down or make me wait for freaking long like hello!!

ask question also dunno hw to reply..
thn wats the use of it being a team effort

i give up helping
i'm never gonna help
in any more stuffs already

my stupid temper's back..
i've been getting angry easily
i dont usually get angry with people
besides family
but now !!!sai

5:03 PM

hello:D

i needa go n do props tommr :(

bye bye

11:01 PM

SEVEN MONTHS AND STILL COUNTING...

(me n zila)

k back haha well past few days jus stay at home and prepare work for classes la

nth much to do also .
.
k i really like my blog song okay..i was listening to radio one night and they played this song wow it was realy nice la ...but i cant find this song in imeem so sad la ....
humans do listen to it haha cause it doesnt auto play so u needa play it urslef
so do listen to it lmao..

This is the time of year, that we learn to give

And the greatest gift is learning to forgive.
We will have the best that time we ever knew
If you forgive me and I forgive you

I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

It's so hard to believe
We're staring at the end
When all we think about is starting up again
Whatever we lost, when we were apart
We'll find it all alone in the dark

k must thank 2 humans !

1. feressa for tht heart shaped lolipop
2.tricia for the cookies LMAO!!

k my class yesterday was super fun hahah

AND OH thank god i passed my
first exam gosh ..haaha

k i haven started to clean my house!
and i m always cleaning it last minute lol.
and heroes is jus next friday
hope regiob b's video will turnout well hahhaha
its quite funny la so yah.

i was telling myself
if i shoud quit waiting n
try to accept the fact
tht things will never happen again
i tried but couldnt
i dunno wat else to do

i really miss the past.

1:03 PM

Edited!!

Okay i jus came back from church gosh !!
okay la
was funny!
after church went for filming!
gosh i had a hard time pronouncing tht word yesterday la
okay filming was really funny okay!!lol.
walked back with camtan..(dunno hw to spell his name lol)

k konquerous was funny
not the first day la!
i didnt really understand anything on the first day..
but well i like the second day's message i even took down notes LOL!!
i onli can remember this 4 as i saved it in my phone too lazy to find n type the rest down also

1) Giants keep roaring till someone stands up
2)Giants and giant victories are on the other side of valleys
3) Remember past victories
4) We must take the fight up to the giants

it was a very nice message la..
after hearing i feel like as if i can face giants lol

HEART.SPORTS!!

frisbee was fun n freaking tiring okay.,,
i needa put in more effort to lose weight!!

if nt i'll be so slow in every game! sai n i must say eugene is really good in frisbee
and we were talking n saying playing frisbee under block is way easier ahah

k so after sports headed down to marina with mario vincent zhi wei n nicole haha was fun becuase it was my
1 day tour!!sine i came from india...

lol and stupid mario was like taking so so so many unglam shots la
nicole escaped because she kana the last time haha poor nic
hopefully mario doesnt upload it to face book!
and i was so nice to help him carry his TORN G2000 PAPER BAG PLS!!

and sesame street was :(
didnt get to see but well
vincent was such a nice old man(joking onli) he took pic of the elmo:D:D

seriously i dunno why
i jus hate u more n more!

6:38 PM

jus came back after konqerous lol!!!

mmm super tired lo!
tuition went fine ahha thank god!!
k tommr is konqerous again :D
k i needa catch some sleep ahah super tired man!

and hahha wendy grace n val malu-ed me la lol
it was cold i lend my jacket to them gosh they 3 can squeeze themselves in ok!!lol

and they were so sweet la they sms-ed me this
''thnx cassandra ur jacket can warm 3 person..from wendy..thanks cassandra for ur jacket , i finally feel warm-ness...from grace..
HUBBY!! thanks a great lot love u much much always!!ur jacket can really let me feel warmer :D thanks from va;erie wifey!!

LOl I simply replied !!
ur welcome hahah i jus sacrificed my warm-ness for the 3 of u LMAO!!

okay la it was kinda funny to receive tht kinda sms during service la but yah::S:D:D:D

thanks fer for the cookies!
they were nice n cute and i ate it crying :(

i jus stood there
admiring every single thing!
missing all those times!

where are u?
u seem to be fading away!

11:53 PM

HELLO PEOPLE
ITS 12.42 AM NOW!!

k swimming with elysee n my sis was ::D:D:D:D:D LOL
we wanted to go gym ha but thank god we didnt !!
sometimes its best u follow ur instincts...

hahah okay gosh tommr i'm working
for the first time in my teaching life .

lol its a once a week class la i'm teaching twins :D
n okay hopefully things goes fine!!

and its like 1hr 30 min per week la

so for a month i earn 150 dollars :D:D

and christmas is near
i haven got cash
i'm oh so broke now..
grr i needa find a job which can pay me by christmas lol
i jus planned wad to buy for who.

konquerous(however u spell tht)
is today!!! cant wait

k i'll update more tommr!

12:27 AM

Tuesday.
met elysee and headed to orchard ..
met tricia and rachel ..
dicovered someth really ..
scary k nt scary la but weird lol ..
so walked and walked n i had class so i went for class
and elysee went home n yea thts bout it lol..

Monday.

was like home the whole time la so sian ..
suppose to meet my affection partneer...tricia johnson n dex..
but i couldnt make it so i gave it a miss sorry fer:(
and so emmanuel..was bored so he came under my blk .
to have a long chat loll
and when i saw him i was like scolding him la ofcause he knws i was joking
because of his slippers la they were green and yah ...
copycat!!llol n we exchanged it for awhile n i was like asking him why he took green he said he wanted yellow
lol but he didnt want it because someone else has it and..
they r on talking terms la jus nt as good as before..and he jus dun wan the same la..
okay than he was saying all about his class chalet n stuffs it was pretty funny okay.
so heard all his stories...and than yea left..home to bring romeo down okay smth reakky funy happened at tht time la lazy to type bout it

Sunday.
went to church so after church was off to broadway for lunch with mum, elysee and erlyn..
after awhile tricia joined ..and so we went tot find alex they all ..headed to occ to play pool!.
me tricia n elysee decided to take a walk so we went walking hoping to find something ..but didnt so yea i needed to fetch my granny to np since she wants to see the new north point and so brought tricia and elysee to my house..and okay tricia was scared of romeo at first but after awhile she was ok with him lol..and romeo lay on elysee lap which was super cute can!!k so brought my granny to np n when i met my mum n aunt i left tricia n elysee n they went home :D

yes i'm tired tht why
i gave up on tht..
jus to continue the other

12:27 PM

went to church today was fine ..after church headed to occ with alex bryan tricia elysee n so on..

okay i shall type a little bout class gathering well met everyine at yishun and thn heaed down to serangoon to teachers house and okay since we were all 18 she offered us drinks and she bought pizza for us weee!! n she opend a bottle of JD FOR US lol!!if ur knw wad it is la lol.

so while eating we played lucky 7 a super fun game la...with all the true n dare and i had to admit smth which was totally embarassing (of cause i'm nt gonna put it here)
well n below is ming yong acting like a bunny we laughed like hell ok ...if i hv tym i shall upload the video..

k got bored of lucky 7 n cards game so we started taking pictures!!

k theres's many many many more ok ...i will uploadd them slowly .whahha well
i miss them already :(

k i miss MY AFFECTION PARTNER :(..

12:10 AM