g12 was super fun today the fact that we watch highschool musical concert on tv hahah i n ernest forced chun seng to finish his lesson at 8.30 and we prayed super fast pls and hah i saw something so funny that i sms ern n ask him see lol it was so damn funny la hah lol lol and watch the concert n sent agatha home..and went for family dinner

today we had class party for those whose birthday falls in oct n sept so ya had a mini celebration ..and here r the pictutres and updates bout yesterday is below ..so dun go off after seeing the pics hahs

6:23 PM

k i went to 848 for awhile and met shairul there hahh its fun meeting a friend whom u haven met for long cause u can really laugh out loud hah
k the story goes like this shairul n i bought bubble tea and well we were making fun of each other n while shairul was disturbing me he didnt realise that the bubble tea was pouring into his shirt pocket hah and when he found out u should have seen his reaction lol ..eh shairul u ps right??loland we laughed n joked alot pls hahs..
and we were laughin like mad at abc and i was also going out of the abc by the chain way n shaiirul was shouting ''theif theif getting away '' like wth hahhs

k today didnt go to sch la
was lazy as usual la so ya was rotting at home sms-ing one soul which was vincent,,..and soon second soul which was regina
k and next was
online yea was bored wanted to meet gang but decided nt to as alot of them havin o's so want them to concentrate first so i n bryan rotted at home ..
soon was movie maraton lol
i watched
1.high sch musical 2 - 5 time watchin it
2.transformers-2nd time
3.mean girls-2nd tym
4.mr bean holiday - 3rd tym watching
5.mr woodcock - watch half way
6.cars

and yup now i m going to gym so bye people haha

4:35 PM

i m pon-ing school tommr hahas
and aww i cant go church camp because my exams are like on the 7th n thats the day we r coming back n i m gonna beg my techer to let me take exams another day

SUNDAY

k went for 8am chinese service with vincent as i have duty at tkk ..so ya k couldnt understand anything la hah than tkk was ok didnt mess up anything jus that cant really hear their worship k nvm ,, n seeing hw they handle kids is fun too n bao ru is firece lol n seeing hw jasmine handles kids is cute too lol ..and the way she annoucent she sounds nervouse well she said its a first few tyms hah anywyas u will get use to it dun wry.and its good u have paitience with kids .hahas k anyways i definetly dun have paitience with kids i hope to move to r zone faster hahs if nt aww i m doomed with all the noisy kids with all that scolding n changing their seats hah k
after church was pool woth gang ahah well i m improving lei hah thanks to my teaccher bryan n joel whoots hashs

and this is me aiming for the err ball hahs who takt this pic ah ??

and congrats to peter tham ye jie n ryan wee kiat on geting water baptised hahs

k we saw this dead bird on the way to safra lol hahs



SATURDAY



didnt go for sports aww even if i went it wouldnt make much diff as i suck at frisbee ..

so sry peeps but met gang for lunch and went to friends house after that till like night hah was fun hangig out with them at least my worries are all gone when with them

i m lazy to type so i will jus post the pictures

9:47 PM

Thursday

k went to sch and after school went to np to meet half or gang and so bought cake n pressi for vincent n heded down to meet him and so we went actually last tym when we ask him wat he likes he said AYAM BRAND N ANYTHING FREE so we actually gt him some ayam bran tuna n all the free papers so ya he opened it n he laughed like siao lor jhaha the videos will be uploaded another time hah but we gave him his real present la hhah my sis n the rest bought jersey for him i bought some doremon things hah he likes doremon n he was acting like a kid lol ..the sad part is the birthday boy cut light up his own cake lol

after that was off home after that ok the video will be uploaded tommr

and dhina is an idiot he is in my house now n he destroyed my snowman i gt from the all things k aww he is dead now

1:46 PM

k g12 was fun today k surprised to hear me say that right but ya somehow was fun k had ben n jerry today although i didnt eat it .. i was enjoying myself taking pictures so this are the pics hah

10:32 AM

k i pon school today hah . was so sleepy so ya .. anyway later i m gonna buy my phone hah its either i might get the w580i which is nice n if my mum says itsex i will jus buy a cheaper sonyericson phone ans all i want the phone to have is bluethooth,infra,can upload pics,pic quality good and walkman phone thats all haha ..



pictures we took yesterday



we have same bag n wear jacket n whit t specs n rebonded hair lol

i suddenly remeber bout my sms con with someone hah lol i n that person was like k when we grow up we make our kids get married to oneanother n ..the other way round n we were saying need to get pregnant at the same time and all that stuffs lol when we r like onli 17 n 14 yrs old la haha n that person says.. i will be tooo old if wan get pregant at same times.. like so no pls we r onli 3 yrs diff lor hhhs

2:38 PM

MONDAY
currently in school k ahh sch is nt that bad and hah sat i m invited to lots of friends hs aww hope i dun ps them again ahha n ya later will be meeting my lovely gang ha k gtg do project before teacher catches me bloggin hahs

SUNDAY
went to church after churc had to stay back to do region stuffs n we stayed like till 6 la so late thn i mave n my sis rushed to play poo at orchid country club with gang n whoots i m learing hah bryan is teaching me lol my teacher ,..actualy i n he started learingn at teh same time but somehow that idiot..became a pro now n i m still noob but i gt improve ok !! lol

And i jus wanna thank those peopel(u knw who u r ) who showed concern for me ..i guess i m alright now..

SATURDAY

k went to friends place n skipped sports hah k than went to meet gang n play pool k .. went with mave,alex,bryan,vincent,jac,lilian,choa zhong,ya lun , pz,lilin,joel,elysee,erlyn..n if have others i dunno i forgot sry hahs k than went to safra n than went home ..

3:45 PM

Fun filled day

k went to as u all knw k after sch meet alex,maverick,vincent at bk...than went to block 215 to play uno n cheat hahs nd we kinda laughed n made alot of noise but thn its afternoon time wat nt night than this malay fellow probably an x gangster he came out shouting at me n alex ok and thn after he went mave said something bout the game n the fellow thought its i who say n he came back ,. n i was like i didnt say anything can?? than he went back than aft when we gonna leave he jus suddenly come back .. when we did nt make and noise n he picked on me n mave more so he was so close in gonan whack mave la n wat i did was to obviously pull my friend than seeing him get whacked right hah lol so after we left . we plan to shout aat his house n run ..but onli mave n he la . than vincent went toilet n he walk back pas that house so mave n alx shouted vincent vincent so super loudly ..and at first the fellow was wearing the malay sarong than he came form we dun knw where wearing black n black n scolded mave n alx n vincent i guess and he kept saying the fat gall say bout him like its me la i didnt even open my mouth pls?? k so next we shifted to another blk in oreder to avoid prob ok and ya police came there for liek no reason but thank god vincent knows the police.. officer hahs so we escaped k thn went to some ppalyground far from that place but near np thn continued playing there at 10 we left the place and i had family dinner ..

and like wth do u have to call me a black sheep ..and pls lor i dun dread the g12 la .. u wan i can..
its nt like u dun kwn the reason why ..this is the reason why i said U WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND!!!ALL U KNW IS TO THINK BOUT URSELF .and fyi i dun dread the g12 i still joke n laugh n join u all for games .. fine since i dread the g12 . i m so gonna dread it .
n if i m a black sheep..u think u wat white sheep ah pls la .. u bloody hell knw the reason to why i m like that so ya dun call me a black sheep !! and now if ur gonna say ur nt refering to me that definately bull shit cause well all the others in the g12 r so not with us everytime..

and if the ....don't try to be who you aren't. blah blah thing for me ..
pls i m who i m ok n how the hell u even knw wheather its me or i act so dun crap ...


and yup thnx vincent for the erm . dumbo elephant plushi aww its s cute hah and somethn i wanted whoots hahs

12:29 PM

k n today sch suppos to start at 8 but m friend was late so i waited for her at yishun n while waiting met vincent so ya talked for awhile n he went off to work n finally my friend arrived n i m like so late for class..n now i have like 4 hrs break ..so ya now dun knw ifi m going to hang around with gang latr must see first hahs ...

k yesterday was LOVES!! k went to school after sch met alex n np he so poorthin wait for the rest for very long so i accompany him we go play daytona for awhile than went to bk to study but before that we played cheat ..ahah so fun n thn dhina call my sis hahhs n some funny sai happened hahah i alex n bryan was liek laughin la ha ha than we dicided to take neo print soi alex my sis n bryan took neoprints k..n we wasted $9 n didnt take propley so we took again aww

k and anothe guy who looks like dean ..came hah his name kundean lol hahs so funny ...k after that went to g12 dreaded it n home

and my sch friends are so sweet they bought me a cake n a bag thnx so much shaf n faz

u will never knw how i feel
ur happines is wat u bother about .
u neva even thought of hw i would feel.
u neva would care would u??

10:22 AM

k i m in school now .my boring teacher is like talkin n talking while the class is like surfing the net seeing friendster,listening music and awww..lessons are boring...


k yesterday met bryan,alex,maverick dexter, at 419 than played cheat,uno n kicking croakroach around lex realy does like kickin it hah and he finally realised he has short t emper and mave was funny with the 4 aces card he kept puting them so slow la 1 a..2a..3a...4a..and so irrtating untill alex so stress hahhs k dexter went off for his i dunno wat and vincent came n joined us .. hah we laughed n payed alot till like 10 n went home hah now sch has started which means lesser time wth gang n aww sad hah but i wil find my precious time meeting them .. and ok i better start doin my work as i have lots to do hah bye

9:30 AM

Whole Day Out

k met alex bryan maverick together with my sis at 11 am yesterday ...we slack around for like super long la . than tok alot of shi t n stuffs hah and we studied for awhile .. than vincnet joined us so ya we played with alex bb for awhile thn went to makan and went hom at 10 pm k being with them is love ...

than gt one funny thing happen .. k i mave alx n my sis were at popular ok than we all were reading our fav books k for me mave n alex was the true singapore ghosts story so ya ,. i was reading book 16 together with alex n mave came beside me showing me a book he was holding so he was like ''cass actually book 6 is more scary .u should read this " thn i was like ..eer mave u r holding the book 5 on ur hand so which is scary 5 or 6 n he was liek so ps la hah ..k and we all laughed do loud ,...

n another incident was with me alex n my sis at bk studying waiting for the rest
thn my sis n alex were arguing over some geography thing n alex shouted so super loud i knw or something n there was silence int he bk n evey one look at us oh man i was covering my face with a book lol .. k..

k later will be meeting nic,alex,mave,vin.my sis,bryan,and maybe wx they all ..
man hope o lvl finishes fast so we get to hang out more in full atendences lol k gtg bye..
and i was somehor so scared that i called agatha n she didnt pick up hah n i msg her lol thns for accompanying me thorough sms

AND WHOOTS evangel news is back hah and this time round i m laugin at another reason haha last tym was ps nic now its the son lOL .. lOL..n sheng looks more manly last tym lol


AND NOW UR SAYING GOODBYE !!
CAUSE UR FRIENDSHIP HAS DIED

1:00 PM

insect-eew day (edited)

AWW.. i m so gonna murder alex one day .. like guess wat he did to me..
he threw a fake croakroach on me yesterday in church and i was liek so freaking duper scared pls even if its fake or real aww.. alex if u ever read this..jus note one fine day i will get my revenge too haha k after makin a fool out of myself in church went to fellowship ya well sat there i was quite all the way i dunno why also ..k than went back home and while waiting for bus a beetle sat in my head like so eeeeerrr pls ..

and everytime i hav to send agatha home something creepy will happen tha will cause me to liek hold agatha so tight and its always thnx to the lazaroo family aww...first was mave thn was mave sis next who???ha anyway send aga home thn went to meet gang aww we hav been spending so little time togethr .
later i will be going bowilng whoots

the words u typed to me still rings in my head ,i dunno why ..in eveything i do .. i keep think bout everythin.. evry single thing u said.. the moment i see u . my mood jus goes off like that .. the moment u called me asking for a favour i was half hearted .. to even help u . i didnt even wanna look at u ..i thought by ignoring u .. i will be fine .. somehow i could nt stop myself frm ignoring u . i jus hope soehow one day when u wake up u will jus change ur mind..haiz :(..
my fake smiles r up again..no one will ever knw how i feel ..
cause in the first place no ones knws wat i m going through..

1:15 PM

its sad to hear that things jus cant be the same as before ..
the moment i thought things would get better.. it got worst ..
when i get one i lose one..
well but i really would wan the one i lost instead of the one i get
it hurts so much to knw that things cant be like hw it used to be
well actually it can.. all it needs is efforts
well i tried ,, i really did
but despite of trying so hard things doesnt seem to have worked out well for me
well at least memories r left n i hope u wont forget that ..
those memories keep going on in my mind
all those times we had togethr
laughing,disturbing 1 n other
laughin at lame things..
sharing our little secrets..
evry single thing we ever did or said is still on my mind..
well i will definetly treasure who i have nw..
casue i neva wanna lose another..
like how i lost u
and no one could ever replace u.
i swear ..u will always be the one good friend i had that no one
could even be as good as u .
i hope i will be able to move on with my life..
so far i cant but i jus hope i could
god pls help me ..
i have been havin lots of probs these days. they r jus too much for me to handle ..
give me the strength..
to move on ..


if onli u would think of how i felt .. u will kwn the pain. but i guess u dun understand.
...is there anything that would change ur mind??
. anyone even my sister gonna ask me bout this post .. i m gonna ignore u cause i hate peopel asking me bout my life..u read it u jus shut up wanna help me jus keep ur mouth shut will do

i m jus scared i will end up being like hw i used to be a few months back ..quiet..nt joking ..showing everyone attitude well thats like so nt me .. n everyone like the happy cheerful,joking cassandra ...

AND WHOOTS MAVERICK'S SISTER WILL BE JOINING US TOMMR IN CHURCH WHOOTS HAHS

..
for the first time i managed to thik n write a post like that well the songs inspired me
k yesterday was a fine day i guess n after g12 was to wendy's plce to plan for friday.aww and wendy made me come home to take things n back again to her house n in teh end she said she doesnt want the things so eeer anyways on my way back home luke accompany me hah n we carried the things to wendy place ha i made him carry the bigger things

and this is the video bout lilian



k actually we laughin at the way she jump and the way she go n put back the cone well u wun find it funny unless u were there n i m so sry bz u r in the video to but the main one is lilian

2:39 PM

k yesterday was fun pls hahha went to meet alex,bryan at bk to study so we were super late actually so ya ..at around 5 plus vincent n nicole came n join us .. so we slack under blk 212 eileen n wei xiang came too whoots n we played true or dare and aww i hate it when my turn comes
..for some sai reason ..but eileen saved me haha Lol than at around 8 plus we left the place n went home

than at night went to ntuc with mum my sis and shairul accompanioed me haah and met agatha before my mum arrive n met her in the ntuc again aww we were like mazin in ntuc pls haha..ha

k later will be meeting alex n bryan ..at 3 plus after that i will go my guitar class n g12 :) hah k bye need to clean my house aww

11:47 AM

k past few days neva do anythig much la jus go out with emmanuel n family so ya .. yesterday went to watch movie at their house hah so nice ah the movie well actually i watched the movie before liao with cz nicole and the rest so ya watch again was fun can lol ..ghost rider whoots the movie so cool ..thn chat for awhile thn went home ..k its been awhile since i went out with gang cause all having exams aww but anyways later at 2 will be meeting them to go study hah ..well i m ther jus to entertain peole if they r stress who knows i maybe will study also haah for my next term whoots lol .and aww tommr have my boring guitar lessons will be dreading to it but have to go still cause last week i didnt go. k i have nth else to say already so bye bye

and people haveoing their exams a few more days n it will be over so ya endure and dun give up ya ,., this is for all sec sch sec 1 to 4 .. ha n o's peopel jia you times running out hor!!!


and whoots mum's getting me a new phone this sat hah anyone knws wats the best model??for sonyericsson do tel me ok??

11:37 AM

k alot of things had happen this past few days.. k

Sunday
whoots met felicia n went for service in the end she ps me n go r zone so ya nvm i sat with kristy .. ya after service hang around with my friends and ok patrcia was like nt leaving me pls she kept holdin n sticking to me lol so cute n THANKS FELICIA FOR THE PRESENT HAHAH


Saturday
went swimming with wendy lew n kristy lew hah swim n swim n swim n my mum says my face is somewhat swollen n blue black like someone wacked me aww but i think nw its ok la after that went to sports and whoots LILIAN WAS SO FUNNY PLS ha i shall upload the video soon ..

and ya went to watch nanny's dairy with emmanuel family n my family whoots so funny k the movie although at some part is eew and guess who i saw at the theathre haah was bao zhen n her mum hah so chatted n watched the movie n was smsing bz during the movie lol

Friday
k went to... play pool wit ye jie bryan n dexter.k actually i didnt kwn that THAT someone was going .. so ya i didnt care k went untill i saw /k played very little onli lol and after that i headed to church .. ya and i may be callling people wrong name at times ya but i have no intention in getting back with u so ya .. i dun call ur name .. becausse i wan to its jus slip of my toungue ...

6:46 PM

Many people will walk in and out of your life.

But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head;To handle others, use your heart.

and u ..yup its gonna take us awhile to talk back or maybe neva.wel for all the lies.. u have said..or all the baoto u said..its so gonna make me hate u more .. now .so ya.. goobye for now ..and thnx for all u had done for me before...

4:16 PM

the pics taken at my birthday ..bryan why onli take 2 aww..sad haha



k jus wanna thn all this people for wishing me.. and the number 1 will have alot cause they wish at same time. and ya the wishing are in order ..

1.jacinta
Mum
Fazeela
vincent
2.shafrina
3.eileen
4.shanutra
5.jasmine gan
6.yusri
7.elysee
8.shanutra's mum
9.poorani
10.kelvin
11.agatha
12.ernest
13.nicole
14.jarridan
15.bryan
15.chwee mui
16.guan ting
17.wei cheng
18.grandma
19.maverick
20.aunt 1
21.aunt 2
22.uncle
23.shamuni
24.suba
25.Clarissa
26.harendran
27.lakesh
28.dinesh
29.hui ching
30.lexster
31.ningsih
32.liling
33.daniel
34.richmond
35.geetha
36.nandhini 1
37.yoges
38.daniel 2
39.satheesh
40.jasmine
41.athira
42.faizal
43.haffiz
44.raymond.
45.pei zhuang
46canice
47.kristy
48.ramdan
49.hui xian
50.dexter
51.nandhini 2
52.felicia
53.kavitha
54.ye jie
55.devi
56.nithiya
57.hai ting

k thats all i took down .. n sry if i missed out any of ur names hor.. k my birthday was fun int he afternoon n bored at night .. ha jus wanna thanks all these people..again

vincent chin - for that cake.
jacinta - for bringing me out for shoppin and erm doing everythin
nicole-for the mini cake
mum-for cookin dinner n buying me a cake
auty gahndhi n famile - for coming over to my house.

k i have yet to update the presents yet cause .. i have more coming hahas .

1:19 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANUTRA <3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANUTRA'S MUM!!!

k i will so update like everything tommr ...and ya jus wana say thnx to VINCENT CHIN for buying me a whole chocalate cake.. and nic for a slice of cake n my sis bryan mave wei xiang n eileen for everything aww i love u guys ..

and oh seriousl my birthday mood is gone after reading 2 people's con ...aww .nvm i will try my best to be hapy

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