Y Thursday, October 11, 2007
its sad to hear that things jus cant be the same as before ..
the moment i thought things would get better.. it got worst ..
when i get one i lose one..
well but i really would wan the one i lost instead of the one i get
it hurts so much to knw that things cant be like hw it used to be
well actually it can.. all it needs is efforts
well i tried ,, i really did
but despite of trying so hard things doesnt seem to have worked out well for me
well at least memories r left n i hope u wont forget that ..
those memories keep going on in my mind
all those times we had togethr
laughing,disturbing 1 n other
laughin at lame things..
sharing our little secrets..
evry single thing we ever did or said is still on my mind..
well i will definetly treasure who i have nw..
casue i neva wanna lose another..
like how i lost u
and no one could ever replace u.
i swear ..u will always be the one good friend i had that no one
could even be as good as u .
i hope i will be able to move on with my life..
so far i cant but i jus hope i could
god pls help me ..
i have been havin lots of probs these days. they r jus too much for me to handle ..
give me the strength..
to move on ..
if onli u would think of how i felt .. u will kwn the pain. but i guess u dun understand.
...is there anything that would change ur mind??
. anyone even my sister gonna ask me bout this post .. i m gonna ignore u cause i hate peopel asking me bout my life..u read it u jus shut up wanna help me jus keep ur mouth shut will do
i m jus scared i will end up being like hw i used to be a few months back ..quiet..nt joking ..showing everyone attitude well thats like so nt me .. n everyone like the happy cheerful,joking cassandra ...
AND WHOOTS MAVERICK'S SISTER WILL BE JOINING US TOMMR IN CHURCH WHOOTS HAHS
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for the first time i managed to thik n write a post like that well the songs inspired me
k yesterday was a fine day i guess n after g12 was to wendy's plce to plan for friday.aww and wendy made me come home to take things n back again to her house n in teh end she said she doesnt want the things so eeer anyways on my way back home luke accompany me hah n we carried the things to wendy place ha i made him carry the bigger things
and this is the video bout lilian
k actually we laughin at the way she jump and the way she go n put back the cone well u wun find it funny unless u were there n i m so sry bz u r in the video to but the main one is lilian