ok i'm currently in chambers with alex and ok my com sucks as it kept shutting down n now i'm like out of the vip room cause there was no other com haah k
actually accompanied alex to buy shoes at chong png than headed to chambers where i m now haha n later will be goign to meet nic :)
hhahah k gtg will update if there's anything
ok today was jus slacking and pool hahah lol guess wat i shot 5 balls in a row hah wee lol
ok after that was to church sat beside vincent n alex n so affter meeting was off to bridge to sit down n tok lol n nicole did something super funny lol :))
and ok some people jus dun realise that they r actually getting OLDER!!!they think they r still cute kids?can??
here is the kid again
I'M NEVER GOING DINNER WITH AGATHA ANYMORE BUT MAYBE LUNCH I WILL :)))
yesterday's nite conference with agatha .nic.chao zhong was fun lol and that resulted in agatha nt going for school today hah so sry lei lol
todays conference was funny too with agatha.cz.nic,alex n dhina lol we had great laughs hahah
k today met mave,dex,nic,elysee,dhina met at broadway but before that met agtha to pass her ..the bubble tea she wanted ..ok and ok she ask me go dinner with her and i sad ok n oh well she happily ps me pls lol but after that she joined me n ok i agatha n mave bastard each other big tym lol ..
than agatha finished dinner an after talking
awhile she went home while we all went to play bb
and ok even though it was so little of us it was fun
lol..after that mave n i walked to my house n mave went home
ok n tommr is leaders meeting ...
in the first place lets say.. i dun even wanna see u but yet i wanna see u ?
i dunno wats the feeling but .. its
i wanna tok to u yet i dun wanna talk and its such an aww feeling pls
...
confused ...
time heals evrything..
but i'm nt sure bout it ...
LETS JUST END EVERYTHING HERE:)
should i say that i'm glad that things r better in everyway be it group or other friends??
A NEW CHANGED CASSANDRA !!!
A GAL WHO WANTS TO PRAY N READ bible everyday n
stop all my nonsense n change to a better person:))
k past few days quite mmm.. hw to say maybe very bad :(( but from today onwards things r n will be getting better and i'm glad for that but still
dun think me n him ....wil be toking as mm we r bth cold towards eacth other so ya i'll jus forget bout toking to him ..AND concentrate on the ones i have now :)
well its so easy for me to say this to this person now
but last yr with a diff person it was very hard even till now its hard n i dunno way
hahas k
and gonna paint my house for chinese new yr :))) lol no one said indians cant celebrate hor hahahs ok
and dex n bryan might be helping to paint lol
and tommr is basketball hahhs..
and ok i m not even 1%or should i say 0.0000% jealous as i dun get jealous fast so ya and ok that fellow stuffs its between me n him although i shared it with u...and things between EVERYONE is alright now like finally so ya now the onli one is u which even i guess u wun wan so we're fine with it too:)) but oh well after this also i wont bother typing or toking bout anything that has happended :) and no one is stabbing anyone or will be stabbing anyone from now on ...so ya cheers :)) and all the best with ur everything
when god lays a burden in ur heart n thus keeps u praying ,he obviously intends to anwer the prayer ..
i gt this from last last weeks msg n its keeps me praying la lol
ok yesterday evening was gym with agatha koh n dexter lol
nth much to say ..actually
except for
MENSES BOY HAHAH!!!
BUT I WONT TELL WHO IS THAT
before i start wanna wish all o lvl students all the best in collecting their rusults !!!
did nth yesterday jus play com n watch tv as it was wed and today also cant do anything cause everyone is getting their o lvl results so dun wanna disturb them :) hahahs
and oh well although i like yesterday ....
yesterday's g12 was horrible ...
come on sucker ur kinda saying things which is so nt true well i didnt say any freaking bad things bout u if u wan i could have said ALOT of things cause in the end ur the one who is gonna lose out so ya but and oh well who was the one who started trying to split evry one its u ...if u were jealous jus say la ..and come on..on her b'dae its not u willingly brought her out ok its becuase of ur other ''good friend'' whom u promiised to be ok with her .. ya and u always said u didnt want to be back with her in the end u were the DESPERATE ONE trying to get her attention so ya.. and ok u cant deny..cause i had always ask u when u were doin things ..and i didnt say i'm the greatest friend oh well i knw no one is perfect and ya dun tok liek one changed person when actually ur jus putting mask on and hah if u think ur such a great friend hahha tell me where are all ur friends la??? huh ??n ur one who loves to ADD OIL TO THE BURNING FIRE!!!
and its so obvious ..
and FYI the reason why i said ur a hypo is becuase u happily tell things to mum n u act like u were nt there?? when u were there u jolly well with us k!!! if u wanna act like the apple of the eye to her go ahead cause i aint wanna tell anyone anything anymore cause i knw u bth are gossipers and i knw it very well so back off n stop acting smart and trying to cause more conflict between every1 jus shut ur mouth and mind ur own busineww...and see ur own back before seeing others !!!AND STOP ACTING PATHETHIC !!
yesterday was so so
met vincent,nic,bryan,,dex,dhina and alex than pladed bb and at 7 plus nic alex n dhina had to go somewher and bryan had to go for praying so .. was left with me n vincent onli and so we jus sat at the coffee shop and chatted and than mave came after liek 15 mins??
and ok i n vincent was irritating mave ok
lol he said he believe in alien and we went ooh we c and kept asking him questions la
lol we had a plan haha
so after that me mave n vincent slack at bridge we sat down on the bridge and was looking at stars
and than at around 9 bryan came back
so psp-ed till i gt sian and joke a little and
ok at around 9 .30
i had to go tok to someone together with vincent so said bye bye to bryan and mave
and ya ended con at 11?
and than walked home lol k
today is cleaning house day lol cause gt g12 later
Alrights today was indeed a fun day
k meet alex,maverick,vincent ,nicole elysee,dexter and clarissa for basketball ahahs
and ok i finally made it in teh bac game lol from the first tym i play i always stay at the 1st place and ok today i made it to the 3rd hahahs k
than when it was getting alittle too hot we kinda went to clarissa house to wat a dvd elysee had ahah russell lee ghost stories on dvd ok and trust me its so not scary at all ok
haha well sat beside dexter ,,and so .with all the fooling around and than left home at 7 plus
and i kinda left my house keys at the bridge ..aww..
and ok i had no key to go home
but thank god my mum was home ..
so yea sms everyone to see if they had my key but no one had it
so asked vincent to help me go down and check n thank god he found it ..
and he says he;ll break into my house tonight which is utter bullshit so :)
ok pass few days sleeping late either on the phone or smsing or
wat la so needa catch up with my precious sleep now hahahs so bye bye people
and ok tommr wil be meeting them again to go play bb if i;'m nt wrong or maybe gym or swim i'm nt sure hahahs
so bye people
and ok for u yea u definetly should knw who r u.a clue is this (under one roof?).yea u think ur bloody actions are so good?
or well u may be good now but hah nt for long so try to put on ur freaking mask on a little longer??ya and hah u think by nt talking to me ur happy or well let me say this i guess i'm more happier!!and i'm at peace without havein to listen to ur hah voice and hate ur hypocrisy-ness well it sucks actually its not cool anymore so ya jus try to stop ur acting smart actions :)
Sunday:):):)
k before i start wanna congratulate ALVIN LEE AND NORVIN ONG on getting baptised today wee lol ..
k today after church waited awhile under nic blk than went up to celeb her mother's birthday ..with alex.,dex,nic,elysee,dhina and obvoisly uncle jimmy and aunty felicia gt a durian cake lol haha was very nice la i mean the looks of the cake nt the taste(cause i hate durians)k ,
than took alot of unglam pic of mostly alex la haha than dexter but oh well in the pic below dex looks emo lol
lol n ok the funny part was when dexter says he'll serve me drink ina professional way and he kinda ended up with making a mess on his table lol hah still dare say pro
so after celebrating aunty birthday went over to bk to meet vincent,and bryan cause vincent ,bryan,dhina won 70 dollars voucher for the drink thing so they wanted to go n eat but alex n i jus follow la haha
but vincent was kind enough to buy for us a drink and some hershey pie wee lol and a drink ..
with fries and chicken lol ..we no face sia eat their food ...
but oh well we didnt ask him to buy he bought it himself
Saturday :)
i cant wait for baby's 1 month confinement to be over n soon he will be coming g12 every week lol wee
ok yesterday was bored nth to do so met up with alex n nic
went for interview first than went to nic house played some fixing teddy bear game was very fun pls hahhs soon dexter came home so .. di siao with him for awhile than went down to go occ play pool so was me alex n nic dex needed to go for rugby ..
but before leaving i decorated dex's uniform lol i kept plucking flowers from his plants n putting in his shirt
so it was
flowers + some soil +round seeds = to the pic below
cant really see the seeds n soil as i dunno why k....
so left to occ for pool and met my friend from si mei eunice there tok to her for awhile than play pool also
and than nic n dhina needed to go for leaders prayer at choo chye house than i n alex waited for dexter to come to occ hahas ..
dex came but we didnt play anything so nvm headed down to long john where dex treated me haha lol thanks hor!! than went under blk to wait for the rest ..
after that something happen which i cant say here ..
well it leads to disappointing someone again
and oh well i'm sorry once again :( n i mean it .
talked to vincent,dhina,nic n the rest before going home n oh gosh i'm down with a bad flu ,sneeze,sore throat and cough,,ane alex was so stressed with my sneezing lol
k ltr will be off to church ..k i gtg now needa help dex update his dumb blog
today will be going ben n jerry to get something and after that will be meeting alex they all and hope the ice cream dun melt lol
MONDAY
mm.. lets see
k swimmine with nic n alex was rathr fun pls hahas
n the slide was even more fun n funny hahahs..
k than was off to meet vincent n dex .. n ryan n dhina joined us later .
so played bb monkey n all the games we knw ahhas was so super fun n it rained super heavily la
and thankgod dhina had at least one small umbrella ..and ok ..
poor alex had to shelter everyone 1 by 1 to the near by blk and he gt wet by doing that
and so since i had an extra t shirt i lend him change .
and so undr blk we played games also
and was funny la with the sabo-ing hahas
changed slipper with dex as mine hurts my toe
or ya forget to say clarissaa joined us too
than we all went for dinner at broadway n of home at 9 plus
TUESDAY
met alex n nic to go recruit express to submit our time sheet in order to get our pay but we forgot to photo copy our bank book so :(
have to go again
so yesterday after going tampines
so it was raining heavily and ok i bought my green umbrella along :):)
then was left with me n alex cause the rest was so slow n nic went up to change but her mum onliallow her come when rain stops
so i n alex was bored but oh well we went after croackroaches n snails putting them in thr drain waving goodbye to them
ok it was funnny ok..
and we bth had to follow each other like twins as we onli had one umbrella and its nt big also
than after playing abit with the creatures
met up with
ryan,dhina,dexter and my sis
for bb ,poison ball,money and of cause volleyball hahash
and was fun also hahas enjoyed ourselves and played till 11 and catch bus back
k i'll update quickly :)
lol
before i start i wanna say one tree hill is back whoots is like my fav tv show since last tym pls and ok i'm gonna be watching that everytym hahas lol
past few days was work with alex n nic n is nt that bad haah
cause its fun
and erm..
still searching for my future :(
today after church was lunch with chao zhong n ben and agatha n ming xue was fun ..
than alex n group joined n walked back to church and than went out :)
and tommr is swimming with alex n nic:):)
hahahs we 3 r very close now that we r working together ya .. but we still haven forget the rest
and i'm glad things between me n vinc... is better now:)
and oh well i;m still changing hahs..
and my new yr's resolution(hw do u spell that) would be to slove all my probs any type of probs 1 by 1:)
and hope things will turn out better as pastor says this year will be a better yr for everyone
so that'll be my motivating sentence ahaa ok crap :)
and aww i missed sakae with region aww and sports too
k yesterday i ,alex,nicole was bored before work so we went to occ to find dhina hhah he is working there la hah so we chatted with him and than decided to play bowling ahah n i sucked big tym yesterday lol
lol look so funny ...
ok sunday after church i went to occ with alex and the rest and after awhile i left to go meet sally,yuan yuan and huimin at marina and decided to go seoul garden hah and well it was hui min's treat :) thanks hui min for the treat :) and ok was quite fun la .hah its been a long tym since we met though hah and we r all still the same especially bobo yuan yuan hahahs lol
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*and vin.... i knw i have terribly disappointed u .. oh well i'll change n i'm changing ..
ahhhhh something's terribly wrong with me :(
i dunno wat ..
i've been really a bad testimony to outside people and evn in church i'm sorry people i guess i've
CHANGED
YES A WORD luke always tell me when he sees me ''changed '' lol i guess its true..
i've been doing alot of things toking so loudly n making lame jokes at people and everything
i've been real bad starting of this year .. n i'm gonna change :)
i'm gonna stop all that n i m gonna be as quiet as i can be :)
and oh well .. today sports was ok we won wee..and ok
gt this threatening msg from vincent he says he gonna be aiming me the first next week aww ..
till today i want to tok to u but somehow ..
i knw u dun want ..
..
8 monthspassed
When the world has fallen
out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
When the sky rolls up and
mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I'll be found in you ..
....
k finally i found the song shadowfeet haah i have been trying to get the title for like days pls n ye jie was the onli soul who help me find the title haha lol alright thanks anyways haha i jus like this song pls its so super nice la ..
and i dream this same song twice in diffrent days ...
hw strange can that get hahahs lol ..i'm nt kidding really ..
and oh well i'll blog bout other stuffs when i gt tym :) cause nowdays too busy with work,church,gang and home:) hahh and no tym to blog
AND new year is ok i guess i dunno hahah i still dun dare ask someone something aww whenever i feel liek asking i'll somehow back track aww god pls give me the corage to ask that person and oh well even if its a negative reply i'll try to accept it n take it as god has something great for me :)...
and ok countdown was fun at aunts place hah with a little drinkin of wine hahs :)
and hanging out with gang is :) hahas
went to alex house today to watch alone haah had me dex,vincent nic n alex after that went to slack with mave my sis bryan n elysee n norvin
hah people this is lilian hahahs lol so cute lor hhahs
Day 1
k was nth much except taking pictures everywher of the resort
and ok the house is super big n nice pls
day 2
went pasat oleh oleh which means helo helo hahah ok bought soveniours there and after that headed to the elephant park n i rode and elephant for 25 mins aww so super scary la