Y Monday, February 18, 2008
k i needa sort out my emotions ..first hahahs
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1st person
k u probably gonna knw who u r if u read this ba so here i go ...with wat i wanna say ..
k we were close friends??at first oh well had 1 prob n ever since than ok when we were back as friends we stopped certain things .. i dunno if u knw wat la ok if u wan to knw go ask ur sis ..
but we were still normal .. and ok we still considered bth ourselves as good friends??and ok on that day when that incident happen i dunno wth gt into u ...because i knw u were neva like that ! u would always bother finding for where ur friends are..the reason u gave was u were too carried away with wat u were doing and ya u said u will return to the place wher u asked me to wait but u didnt and worse u could nt even realise ur friend was nt there nt for 5 mins but for 30 mins .?? r u even called a friend??
2nd person
ok u were someone whom i helped alot n was close with .. if u can remember ??all ok wat u did also was nt really wat i expected n futher more u gave the same excuse ..as u knw who ..ok i dun blame u for that day issue as i knw u get carried away when doind certain stuffs but worse is this
i heard from u knw who also bout things which u said which i believe turns out to be true? and ya watever i heard which u said stil rings in my head ...because i neva expected u to say that and worse u acted so nice to me were they all fake??
3rd person
u i knw u will neva read blogs but oh well u tried breakin my friendship with her once ok we talked things out n we now dun really bother listening to wat any1 has to say bout anyone as we knw we bth will be affected ok and will u ever jus stop toking things which other has said to anyone wel if u notice ur the real reasn to why everything is happening and ok i'm jus pissed off with even listening to ur name n nt onli that i jsu hate to tok to u ..cause ur jus so irritating i jdunr eally give a damn bout u ..even if u tok its jus one freakin subject her her her n her its nt idunw an tok bou ther its i;m tired of listening to ur old same stories which r nt even true ...
pheew i feel realived after typing all this !!
4th person
ok i had hated u at first cause of liking the same person? but i guess afte awhile i gt better as i realised friendship is more important n i toked to u as normal . n i dun blame u for u knw wat la ..i'm jus glad u admitted it n ya u were open to tell me all those things ahha i guess we wun have any grudges with each other from now n alll :)
5th person
hahaha u should knw who u r cause i jus spoke to u one the phone ok
u have always been there for me
when i needed someone to tok to .
n u always help me find out info n stuffs ..helping me out with my temper these days?
and hearing all my complaints and all my vulgarities?
and all those times i vented my anger on u n u jus listen n didnt argue back n all
jus wanna say thanks for all that u did ?
n that i'll try nt to vent my anger if i'm angry haahs
and thanks once again :))a clue -pinky promise
6th person
well ur one who is always there for me 2 haha n encouraging me through sms-es or calls or face to face evrthing and always trying to make me smile :)) well i'm smiling now hahas watevr i wan say to u is same as the 5th person la haha so u jus read that can ler
a clue -pinky promise hahahs
i think over rall i'm affected on by the 1st personn 2nd ba hahas but i'm still ok now and i'm immune to all these stuffs already la ..i have nth else to say to anyone haha actually have la 2 more people but dun wish to type out all here ahhahs
ok i'm gonna go meet alex n nic now so bye people
n ya ben n jerry with ernest n sheng n my sis was fun pictures will be uploaded when ernest send me n ok sports was ok too we won thank god n after sports was dinner wth ernest at 848 and off home to watch heroes thanks to sheng for telling us the stories hahas and aww i wanted that green haviannas(how to spell?)lol n this ernest went to buy it cause didnt have his size for the colour he wanted so aww la .