Okay shall blog about saturday's party haha
was okay la well took alot of pictures ..
shall upload them tommr and yah went to tampines after tht n gosh my so called
cousin?? drove us la woa i tell u he speed like sieeow la....
160km gosh ..
and he can reach airport from jurong in 12 mins
jus imagine hw fast he drove LOL

and he turn all so dangerous la..
but yah we enjoyed it :D:D


k church was fine today...
worship was nicer ahaha
after church was too safra with group
and off to home sweet home
and hahah okay the dhool dance competition finals was today
whoots congrats to aero crazt la
although i supported killabeez ..
they still got 2nd
its still good right??
haha
my mum say its unfair for me to supprt killabeez
but they r my friends ma LOL
so must supprt grr!!

k n it was 2 hrs of watching f1 hah a
was nice la
espcially the one where the fuel tube
was stuck to the car ..
but we wanted the hamilton(forget hw to spell)
to come in first :( but yah..

k today's monday mm
maybe its breakfast with bryan
..
Yes i want it back
i want it back
pllllllllsssssssss???

12:59 AM

Okay i'm back weee LOL
okay tricia is so free now since morning till now she's smsing me bout some fiance thingy tsk...i'm so gonna tell her something thts gonna be shocking LOL. and i bet she wont ever disturb me with tht fiance Anymore infact i'm the one whose gonna be disturbing her LMAO!!
mmm lets see my days were fine!! well yesterday met alex at 10!! hahah I WOKE UP SUPER EARLY TO MEET HIM TO GO FIND JOB in the end we were lazy to go se far tht we sat at north point .. sat n chit chat ...and wx came to join us AT 12 plus ... grrr!!! thn we went arcade LOL okay after chit chatiing for some time we got really bored as we talked everything tht nth much to talk so we sat at arcade for 1 hour and at 3 bryan came LOL so accompanied him for lunch khong went home while wx went to teach n i went to find my mum n aunt LOL

so i headed to chinatown first ..bought the kids costumes n headed to mustafa centre YUCKSS!! i always hate going to little india or tekka or mustafa but actually mustafa quite okay la..they have addidas nike converse all the brands and their stuffs are cheap and so bought those butterflies ... haha i have nth to blog about liao..

Okay g12 was funny especially the acting of the guy girl and the prayer group rahh
3 in 1 LOL ass

hah 1 more week to my birthday gosh i dun wanna be 18 :(:(:( atleast ur responding now!:D:D i'm happy whoots!

and u relax ..
all we can do now is pray
n ask god to help!
thats the most important
thing to do now
and hopefully those scammers
gets punished!!

3:14 PM

WHOOOTS WHOOTS WHOOTS I'M WATCHING HEROES lol


IF SHENG didnt tell me tht season 3 is out i'd still be like a fool waiting haha
alright yesterday went out with alex bryan dex n wx

and jus now met bryan for lunch :D

okay i dunno wad to blog about now ..cause
all thts in my mind is heroes haha k la

byee people

10:07 PM

Okay ...back here actually wanted to upload pics la...
but there's like way tooooo many LOL so i think i'll jus put one pic in one post la..
LOl

if nt my blog also will look very wordy yah.

k and oh i have a good news LOL.
i PASSED MY BRIDGING TEST WHICH MEANS I GET TO FURTHER MY STUDIES WEEE!!!

hhaha i'm so gonna study hard man!
n i'm taking o lvl next yr hahaa
and yah..
so ps but no choice have to do it!!

okay weee i'm crazy my days are getting happier n happier LOL.

but not sure la..
have to confirm it first..

and u say ur gonna change for the better
pls work towards it..

u made me change wat i thought was u

10:27 PM

before i start mmm..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN :D!!!

k after church go lunch with alex bryan they all than walked home with norvin
yah so went home to celeb ryan birthday ..hhah surprise.
okay i'll jus let pictures speak la.



so it was giving present time
ao we asked ryan to go put on his num singlet la..n okay he put it the other way round LOL!!!SO FUNNY LAR






haha k had alot alot of fun today la
playes frisbee gosh super fun
and we took 200 pics altogether hahaha
all stupid poses lar!!most of it was featuring our star ryan!!
shall upload them tommr ..

11:41 PM

okay before i post

must say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN TAN

haha k had alot alot of fun today la
and we took 200 pics altogether hahaha
shall upload them tommr ..
for now i'll leave this post so i can change it tommr LOL

11:41 PM

10:11 PM

outreach's later

:D:DD:D
feel like its been so long since i went out reach lol

didnt go 925 yesterday ..
had some things on

alex wx bryan n sheric acc me home :D

and oh ha n you
wad should i say mmm..
i hope wat ever ur reply to me was
wat u meant
and hope history doesnt repeat .
u should knw who u r..
dinosaur LOL..

2:08 PM

Okay in an hours time i'm off to meey AKYS!!
for long john hahaha
LOL.
okay maybe i'll nt totally nt eat fast food
i will eat but nt as much la
hahha

k i punished romeo ..
he's sitting in the balcony caged up cause
he almost bite me n my sis
cause we were trying to get something out from his mouth which
he was eating ..
so yah ..n now he's giving me tht pathethic face
i pity him
i feel like letting him out
but i'll end up being caged
says my mother LOL...

i'm so looking forward to today's sermon la..
LOL

okay i've decided to go 925 today
after chatting with tricia LOL.
so yah..but i wont be eating as
i'm already eating before church

LOL

6:55 PM

HELLO PEEPS!!

HAHAH
well nth to do so blog ..
ahhaha
stayed home today sian sian n sian
haha but yah i'm spring cleaning my house once again
cause my aunt n sis happy piled their tables with rubbish
n they have no time to clean it so my mum n i
cant tahan anymore

so we had to clean lol.

suppose to go gym today ..
but wa sso lazy tht i didnt go
tsk
i'm gonna start losing weight already haha
read the papers
bout some increasing number of obesity
and blah blah
all the dieseas
aww so i'm gonna lose weight ..
n reduce all the fatness haha

so tommr shall be my last day of fast food hahaha
with agatha .and she says she will eat the same food as me
LOL.
and hahh we have great minds says agatha
well okay great minds reminds me of
The starts are holding u ..thing LOL.

k skip skip skip skip

yesterday g12 was funny ..
especially my SIS!!
LOL k and haha there were 2 winners for the
65 do not be afraid thing
which is obviously me n ern
cause the rest didnt even do !!!
LOL..

and oh romeo ran away last night hahah during g12
so after much running we caught him smelling the plants n..so my sis carried him home..
LOL..n he bite me today la i got so angry i went to whack him but he was gonna bite me further so i was scared n jumped on my bed LOL..
but my grandma beat him for me ..
after tht i felt so bad as he was giving me his pathetic face as usual so i fed him some treat LOL


and okay i'm going to reduce the usage of computer
as i'm addicted to it
and as p.chui says
its not good
so i must try nt to use as much haha

and finally to all those having exams
jia you
dun give up !!

6:55 PM

HAHAH i've finished finding all 65 ''do not be afraid'' from the biblegateway Lol which means i will get a treat when we go out on g12 outing LOL..
but sai i must wait outside the house ..till the first person has arrived so tht i can hand in the thing to my sis since i cant pass to her in the house LOL..so ya..
pls be early people cause i dun wanna wait long ahaha
anyhow my sis will treat 2 onli so ya i'll stil be the second HAHAHA ..
LOL ..crap
k
needa clean my cupboard n house ..
and its gonna be teabreak with bryan later :D

2:07 PM

OKAY I'M EFFING PISSED RIGHT NOW MY fu#@$@ COMPUTER CANT SIGN IN TO MY MSN #$@$#@ #$#@$.. SO DAMN PISSED SIA!! okay went to take the test la people pls pray i pass :D

went to tekka for dinner with aunt mum n sis i hate tht place la so many bangala sia eeew ..but crossing road with them is good cause u can jus walk inbetween them n so either sides if got car they will get banged first LOL.. k la went to a restraunt ..to eat dinner la.. gosh ..for the first tym we saw a cute guy there.. super cute can. my aunt me n my sis was like talking bout him sia.

and hahah obviously we told him he was cute n he was shy la
he also kept smiling ..
thn we keep taking orders from him ..
anything call him onli LOL..
but yah!!
we were like fools..
and there was 2 other indian girls
n they were like talking bout him also .
worse thn us sia..

LOL ..right.. tommr's g12 hah it seems liek we're having g12 after so long pls.. k i miss work :( hahah

okay finally after 1 hour i managed to log in to msn
n my sis says i got split personality hah cause one tym i'm so
pissed n the other i'm smiling LOL
and this song its jus damn nice la

it gets better thn u knw..

10:57 PM

alright jus came home haha
whole day out with betty LOL

went shopping la..
bought 3 jeans n 1 bermudas
sai ..waste so much money haah and bought 3 t shirts haha n a pair of sports shoe which doesnt look very nice
to me la.i took it in a rush so yah.

so mum say's i've done so much shopping tht christmas i wont buy so much haa
and she complains i dun wear all the t shirt i bought cause there are a few which i haven even wore LOL..

k la..
i think im better now
thanks guys :D:D

tomr i'm going to go gig to sit for the test..
tsk hope i pass la..

I cant help but to read
those conversations n msges
and seeing those pictures
over n over again
n letting those tears fall

12:06 AM

okay today went to church ..and off to kim san leng wit alx dex nor mave erlyn n trina for lunvh
so shifted table as fer n tricia was alone n yah so chatted n chatted and
i wanted to go watch movie too but had wrk so ya :(
last day sia so sad la..but i enjoyed working with shi wen the most..

hahah well and oh stupid agatha was arguing with me to sit with dex la
poor dex sia 2 idiots were like making him sit with them n in the end we made dex sit inbetween us LOL..dex must be honoured to sit with me lei LOL..,


k so off to work and wendy came wee to help me n shi wen pack LOL..
so after packing everything was off to some place for a drink with wendy and her 3 friends jasmine n 2 others woa ,LOL..
was nt too boring n nt too fun la enjoyed lauging at the people jokes
and okay left the place at 1am!!!ahah first tym sia i hang out with wendy till so late ..
cabbed home
thts the saddest part cause it was so ex la..

okay tommr going to sit for the test LOL hope i can get through lo
and after tht is shopping wee..

1:15 AM

TSK before i start updating wanna say those who read alex blog dun believe him
come one ur knw him right?
LOL
hahha
yes i fell but i didnt fall flat on my face aww LOL.
my hand managed to stop me on tym hahah k

yah went to get myself a pair of shoes n watch today weee.
i think converse rocks la.
since those days i liked addidas n converse
skip skip skip n skip
mmm oh ya thnks agatha for the beads:D

k i'm sleepy but i cant sleep!!
shit LOL

gosh ..
i really wish i can go up to u n say wat ever i wan to
cause its all building up inside me!!


and this song is super nice la..
ha same song as alx's blog la but
who cares??
i asked him ..in the bus he said he doesnt mind so i put ha
i'm saying this jus incase he tags m blog saying why same song n blah blah
LOL..

and i think i like this hof series la we really laugh alot today hahah
and the moment pastor said even nerds thing the other way its was so obvious tht our group laughed so loud la,..almost all knw why sia ,
tsk hahah

wee i get to see shi wen tomme hahah a its been onli a day n it seems so long since i went to work

12:27 AM

hahah i'm at occ nw using norvin's lappy n using alex Pre's facebook LOL!!
hahah he knows so yah!!

and okay i'm with alex bryan dexter alan wx n mave weee LOL
okay nth much to say since i'm so distracted

and hahah NICOLE WHY U WEAR DEX'S SHIT??instead of shirt?
LOL!
oops ...

work is getting more fun with shi wen hahah..we keep folding starts n hearts LOL..but its like 4 more days onli sai ..but shi wen n i will still keep in contact as promised :D
cause we can really get along n we r afraid of the same things hahaha

yesterday went to church so after church was off to kim san leng with vincent alex bryan mave alan wx norvin elysee n erlyn so i alex n elysee went to sit at a playground cause alex n i had our hair cut LOL!!

after tht wx n nor acc me home :D

and so many people has started asking me wat i wan for my birthday plsss but all got the same reply ahhaha although it sounds wrong i really wan tht .
tht would really make my day ..even if there wasnt a cake
or even if no one celebrates ..i'll be fine so long i get tht :D:D

i'm such a letdown.
i knw , but i dont
deserve this
last yr was better much better
at least then i had tht little hope
but nt nw
we're worse than strangers,
i hate it
n y must it be me whose
feeling like shit?

8:11 PM

Alright.

My throat's better weeee

i'm tired haha

today i laughed alot with fazeela pls.
she really made my day la
wee thanks:D
and and gosh i laughed so loud (as usual) in the train ,..and i received a sms from
alvin
..pointianak laughter!!
so i was turning n finding for tht alvin!!
gosh i'm so bling haha ..cause i was looking at the seats ..
and i realised he was standing jus infront.wearing his orange shirt..
so yah ..
got down at yishun n went to meet elysee
together with fazeela la.

okay yah! tn headed home
n here i m
lol..

and ya discovered some cartoon which has my name n someone elses name!!
LOL..

and okay.gonna sleep now super tired ..
needa wake up early tommr hopefully i wake up
cause today i was so sleepy ..

i dunno why i feel weird..i'm feeling super down
i knw why..3 quarter of u knw why
but i was ok all these while but nt at this period of time.
there's too many things crossing my mind aww:(

haha n alex thanks n yes i believe all who read tht would have felt better :D:D

10:57 PM

SOME PEOPLE JUS DONT KNW HOW TO CARRY A BABY!!LOL





Sunday!

went to church so after church was lunch with the usual region d clique and thn yah tricia fer they all asked me join them for a movie
so .. since i was free .. i kinda ps-ed bryan they all n left to cathay ..
And thanks to trina wong..me feressa.johnson,marcus,debrina and ming hui .
we watched something @#$#@$#$ LOL...fer u should knw wad i mean
gosh thts my first tym i saw tht thing la..
LOL..oops..if u guys knw wat i mean yah..haha
and it was horrible ..
n it was m18 show so fer n i had to sneak in
and yah we want to go watch mirror n trina says she cant watch such movie
thn i asked her thn hw can we watch teh movie we watched today??
LOL.
k la enough of tht dumb movie jus
dun go n watch it!
its dunno wad
forgetting sarrah or duno wad la

Saturday!
went for sports gosh!!
made a fool of myself by trying to serve the ball n it ended up at my face LOL
so ps la hahah but yah..
had to rush to work la pls..
n everyone was aksing me if i was ok?
LOL ?why huh?

10:22 PM

i'm so tired
hahah
i feel so sick too :(
stupid aches and
sore throat
and its the 3rd tym i have sore throat in these 2 months?
n i've been thinking stupid things
and my friends ask me to shut up
but i'm afraid i had something wrong with my throat
it scares me pls..

okay yesterday the region d event was funny ..i mean nt funny but
yah..the moment dhina open his mouth to say wad he needed we laughed n nor was like thank
god he wasnt on stage stil if nt he would have burst out laughing LOL

and dex's one was nice lol it was so like him pls..
but when he said those stuffs i jus started laughing LOl..

N oh must say bout mavee
he so funny lar.
we all ate finish thn he was gonna throw his bowl in church thn
he was walking towards the bin la so behind him some people dropped their bowls n fork n dunno why mave scared
sia he scared untill he flipped his bowl n drop his fork la.
i mean if u were there n if u saw his reaction uwill find it funny .haha

okay yesterday work was okay
met up with wendy n trained down to yishun ..
she bought us drink n .she was asking stupid question..
which i dun wan to answer cause yah..
thn cab to church since wendy was paying LOL.
and she glared at me in a funny way n she cut the queue to take cab .
and the malay lady told her thts nt the way ..but the lady was nice enough to let us go first.

okay did some cathching up with agatha recently..since it seemes so long sicne we met each other
and in the toilet she had to keep punching my shoulder to see my unglam fats moving
LOL!!
so i wanted to see wendy's n i punched wendy's hahahaah
OKAY CARRYING BABY WAS SO FUN shall update pictures next tym
for nw i needa go ..cause i needa be in scgs at 2 .
and so i'll be meeting dex wx nor wee
it seems so long since i went out with my region d friends..gosh
its like i'm so with the others now..
n nt them

and oh tht reminds me y.
cause alx pre was so happy tht i was nt gonna go church for 6 months
tht he was so happy
LOL.. jk jk

11:06 AM

okay i've so much time to blog now..probably i'm gonna type wad i feel la..
since i'm bottling up so much of things ..and yah..

well firstly ..
i've been so quiet at home.
because my aunt n i r nt in good terms..
because i vented my anger on her
n i knw i'm wrong for raising hands but really alot of things
were in my mind n i had to let it out ..
i really regret.. wat i've done but ..i cant turn back time
i've apologised to her.but we're still ..cold
so i'll let time heal everything

n also i really wish to talk back to someone.
but i dunno hw to ?
i'm scared tht even if i do .
there wont be any good sign
but i'm praying hard!so is everyone
i'm always thinking of the past!
i cant stop thinking!
n the more i think the more upset i'll be
cause those time i wan is jus nt there anymore
n its me who's hurt!
and i'd even tear at times!
why is it always me
i need tricia :(
she'e one friend who can really can
get troubles off my head for tht moment..
Wat can i do to bring those times back??
friendship is neva smooth there r humps around its jus how we
get over it!!

And u ...i knw i knw we're nt in good terms..
but i have my reasons..
but we can still be friends
but just not as close as before

and u we've solved everything already
i'm glad :D
we didnt wan to fight but we solved everyhting in a matured way.
LOl enjoy ur trip

i gues those of u knw who u r ..its pretty clear well i'm jus stating hw i feel thts all
cause i needa get it off somewher and if i'm gonna tell it to a person . wrong sentences might be passed n it might cause more troubles ..
so yah i jus wish everything would be back to normal..
or maybe if i could turn back time i would choose those friends i wan to n ignore the rest..

its always good to act blur at times..

and all these while i felt weird to update such stuffs..but i read people's blog n i reaslise they jus type wad they feel?
so why cant i ?
gosh i've so much to type about..sia
but i better stop n gosh i feel so much better now
at least i've said watevr i wanted to say!
tommr there's work but i'm still here blogging haha
think i better sleep now..
i'm emotionally n physically tired

11:55 PM

okay i'm on off today
hahah weeee
can rest lo lol

but i'll be going out later
gosh n i'll onli be home for g12
sian..lol

okay..nth much to update about
except about my stragne n scary dream LOL

i dreamt..
about not getting to see my family n friends..
the next day when i woke up n i regretted ..probably because i never really tell them my feelings?gosh so scary pls!!

jus imagine if u really wanted to tell a certain things to ur friends!
or family?
about how u feel doesnt have to be love it could be jus some friendship stuffs?
or family stuffs?
n for all u knw its too late?
tsk,scary right?LOL..

LOL..
k la ..enough of blogging liao .
i'm, off people see ya:]

10:55 AM

before going to work went to wendy's workplace to deliver my jacket to her as she was so cold LOL!!
haah yesterday work was :/
so boring la
super super sian pls gosh ..
but i managed to count the float n sales super fast for one
so i left at 9.35 haha
went to catch the last lion dance troupe competition la ..
saw pz there hah its so nice ..thn went to take train
and okay i was sitting n suddenly this girl came to me n smile thn i was giving tht blur face la
thn she said arent u tht girl who works in the yamakawa stall?
i said yes ..
and she was the one working opposite la..
thn we ended up chatting all the way LOL..

okay on sunday wendy came to my work place hahah so good right thn she help me stack up the goods pheew haha thn train-ed home with wendy n jasmine!

11:20 AM

Alright ...i've so many things to blog about but so little tym so ya haha Sunday went to church..and signed up for the camp ..i'll be bunking with TRICIA<3> ahaha and well so after church was off to kfc with agatha marcus deb tricia and fer.. and yah...poor agatha didnt get to eat her ..chicken rice HAHAHA... alright left for work and train-ed with tricia.

well saturday had to rush for sports as sheng said there's nt enough players! so i went .. n well i was so stupid. extreamly... the ball came infront of me liek 3 tymes n i jus siam it? n lost 3 points for tht.. i'm sorry everyone.. well actuallly i can hit the volleyball if we're playing in a circle la those random one but if its a match thn i dun dare LOL.. k stupid right! gosh ..

disapointment once again!
all u say is sorry
each time it happens?

and its 3 months .
already...
u should knw wat i mean.
it seem to be getting further
n futher away.

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