Y Wednesday, September 03, 2008
okay i've so much time to blog now..probably i'm gonna type wad i feel la..
since i'm bottling up so much of things ..and yah..
well firstly ..
i've been so quiet at home.
because my aunt n i r nt in good terms..
because i vented my anger on her
n i knw i'm wrong for raising hands but really alot of things
were in my mind n i had to let it out ..
i really regret.. wat i've done but ..i cant turn back time
i've apologised to her.but we're still ..cold
so i'll let time heal everything
n also i really wish to talk back to someone.
but i dunno hw to ?
i'm scared tht even if i do .
there wont be any good sign
but i'm praying hard!so is everyone
i'm always thinking of the past!
i cant stop thinking!
n the more i think the more upset i'll be
cause those time i wan is jus nt there anymore
n its me who's hurt!
and i'd even tear at times!
why is it always me
i need tricia :(
she'e one friend who can really can
get troubles off my head for tht moment..
Wat can i do to bring those times back??
friendship is neva smooth there r humps around its jus how we
get over it!!
And u ...i knw i knw we're nt in good terms..
but i have my reasons..
but we can still be friends
but just not as close as before
and u we've solved everything already
i'm glad :D
we didnt wan to fight but we solved everyhting in a matured way.
LOl enjoy ur trip
i gues those of u knw who u r ..its pretty clear well i'm jus stating hw i feel thts all
cause i needa get it off somewher and if i'm gonna tell it to a person . wrong sentences might be passed n it might cause more troubles ..
so yah i jus wish everything would be back to normal..
or maybe if i could turn back time i would choose those friends i wan to n ignore the rest..
its always good to act blur at times..
and all these while i felt weird to update such stuffs..but i read people's blog n i reaslise they jus type wad they feel?
so why cant i ?
gosh i've so much to type about..sia
but i better stop n gosh i feel so much better now
at least i've said watevr i wanted to say!
tommr there's work but i'm still here blogging haha
think i better sleep now..
i'm emotionally n physically tired
PENGUIN'S IS LOVE!!