Y Wednesday, October 08, 2008
okay today went to meet alx n bryan in the morning yah .
than went to meet elysee haha we had a great time man !!
really haha shhh its our secret !! k so went to np to meet dex la i waited n waited n i was on the phone ... n i expected dex to come from the front but tht ass came from behind n he stood like behind me la so i turn nt knowing tht he was behind n obviously i freaked out la i screamed LOL TSK TSK !
I TRIED TO IGNORE.
I TRIED TO FORGET.
I TRIED TO LET GO.
I TRIED TO PRETEND.
I TRIED TO GET IT BACK .
BUT NONE OF IT WORKED !DAMN!!
IT SEEMS TO BE GETTING NO WHERE!
Wad should i say ?
i'm tired of this , really
its the same old replies again . when will it ever end
even though i dun wanna hear it
circumstances are so that people have to ask u with me around?
sometimes i ask myself
will i get it back?
sometimes i think there's still hope
yet on the other hand it seems hopeless.
everything's on my mind like 24 hrs..
but i'm sure its never better than god!
and you knw wat i went through before!
n i'm going through it once again
it really sucks
really...the feeling of missing all
those times..
and wanting them back...
God Help Me!
No matter hw hard u try not to breakdown
u jus cant stop ur tears from flowing down
u jus cant stop ur tears from flowing down
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