Y Wednesday, December 17, 2008
WHEN U REALISED U REALLY WANT IT BACK!
Wad should i say.....
this whole week has nt been a good one for me
i jus feel so sad now!!
well went to no 1 costume costume today ....
have to stick with my 1st costume
cant change cause i cant find any ..
i decided nt to turn up..
but i knw i cant!
i was so so so stress n i broke down.
but i realised tht wasnt the onli reason!!
i duno why out of all the days ..
today was the day ..
i had to break down ..
maybe i felt tht
tht we're getting too far?
and the thought i had tht things would turn out better,,,
but those facial expressions were
really sour!
haven't u realise i'm the one who
starts talking first?
am i suppose to be initiating all the conversations
first??
even then ur replies sound so ...
buaysong.. yet u say ur talking normally..
but the diffrence is like so obvious!
i really hope we will clear things real soon !!
i dunno what more am i suppose to do ..
haizz i really dunno ...
m i suppose to listen to wad my friends are advising me?
or m i to follow my heart??
god pls show me the way!
i dont wanna wear tht on friday !!!sai i am left with no choice
yesterday's shopping was really fruitful..
jus needa get a few more presents n i m done with my christmas
shopping!!
thnx nic n ___
for talking to me i really
appreaciate it alot thnx
n yes i feel better nw whhahaha
for talking to me i really
appreaciate it alot thnx
n yes i feel better nw whhahaha